i was fifth wheeling

so i made some new friends in my community college, but lately i felt ,ilke im left out or in the sense that they don't want to sit beside me and all the others usually gravitate in the other side of the study room in a long table while I am by myself. All four were in duos were getting a bit touchy with each other, which kind of bothered me  in the sense that ; A) I dont have nor never had a relationship at all, and B) it made me feel a bit hurt seeing that. I mean it make sense, I really don't have anything in common and I feel like my personality just annoys and bothers people. I left the study room and the thing is even going home sucks because I am an only child and it sucks here as well. COMMUNITY COLLEGE OR HOME, its the same bullshit and I just feel people who have good ties or have friends already have designated friends. I just hate it, and it's not even once; this is been happening for several years that I'd rather be in very small knit freind group or only hangout when it is one on one (which seems to be more comfortable and less anxious for me). I always thought I was an outgoing person, but ever since most of people I know who moved on or cut off, I am becoming lately more and more reserved and secluded. I honestly don't know where I am at with my social life. I just joined a club recently and I just fear it will be the same result as before, people will get sick of my out going and hyperactive behavior ; and it honsetly made the less annoying if I just shut up and stayed silent since tbh it dosen't bother people as much. I might as well not come to community college just to chill as often since I am fed up being treated like this.