nothing important just ranting

Okay so I've been working on this mf page for the fourth days in arow str8. I still can't code but I understand more now and I'm a quick learner (if I want 2).  I noticed how now my adhd hyperfixation slowly starts to wear off. In the beginning I was almost speed running this, now, I zoom out more then doing stuff. I litreall need to take everthing aside to just think of the easiest thing. Like even now I just stare at nothing to just remember a simple word. Also I've been binge watching south park while doing all this. But I can't deny that I'm lowkwy enjoying this. I mean it's not like I'm hyped or anything, but like I get to be on the computer all day. Doing nothing on repeat slash not going crazy because no one is fück!ng my ass is the best place my autistic brain can be on a casual.

Also I'm planning on writting more cuz I love to rant like this. I could have sworn I wanted to say something but I forgot in seconds. I literally have to write eveything down orI'll forget it.

I think I'm just gonna leave it here for now. Right now my brain isn't even functioning properly. I'm just gonna come back when I have better shit to brag about. I dont think anyone it really interested in reading this but idc I will continue no matter what. No one can hold me back.

(also ik my page looks messy atm but it'll get better (...maybe))

ALSO I almost forgot to mention how hyped I am that tomodachi life wil be realesed for the switch!! I literally waited a decade for that moment, especially since I did't have a NintendoDS as a kid. That's one of the only things that upset me from my childehood. Who cares about childehood trauma, a Nintendo3DS is all I wanted as a kid and I to these days still hold onto. My childehood friend back then had one and ever since then I just wanted to play on that thing, tomodachi life specifically. Once of my now friends has a Nintendo2DS and istg, when that thing gets pulled out I stop thinking cuz the only braincell working is the one that thinks about tomodachi life. I am obssesed with it even tho I never properly played it. Now tell my psychoetrist again that I don't have autism. I just such a genuine passion for this goddamn game I could watch my friends play it and I would giggle and stim out of happyness. 

I would LOVE to rant about this more but I think it's worth it's own blog entry. Thanks for listening to me yap if you did. byeeeee