9/14/25

Hi everyone :) I got about an hour/hour and a half of sleep today. I’ve been awake for roughlyyyy 32-33 hours X(

I’m just about to go to bed. I called into work today, since I didn’t sleep. I feel bad about it, but right when I would’ve had to be at work anyway I began to feel HORRIBLEEEE. I’ve had a lingering dizziness/small headache since then.

We watched the NEW, second Beetlejuice cause we hadn’t seen it yet. And The Boondock Saints (Dad movie, lol)!

Idk how I felt about either of them tbh. It might be the sleep deprivation tho :P I usually have to sit on movies for a while.

We didn’t do much else. We ran to the store real quick a few hours ago for dinner stuff, hamburger helper!!! Yum!!!!

I felt really bad earlier because I had to go into the car to go home so I’m just spending the night again and she’s gonna take me home before she goes to work.

And I accidentally stained her sink purple trying to wash my hair last night. Oops.

RANT TIME (SO SORRY):

I was also in the middle of writing this and I was kinda an asshole to some of my coworkers in our group chat bc it all started bc I put a thumbs down emoji on a pic of one of their bongs 😭 I do NOT want to see that shit. I am literally allergic to Weed/CBD and those bitches make it their ENTIRE PERSONALITY!!!!!!!!!! Like idgaf if you smoke weed as long as you don’t come in smelling like it :/ and hearing it in 90% of their convos gets annoying really fast.

I was literally told “aw I wish you could get high it’s awesome” like I DONT!!!! Even if I was not allergic I still wouldn’t. It all smells like shit. ITS WORSE because I am allergic and if I even get a small whiff of it, I get a horrible headache and feel like I have to puke. It’s not fun.

I’m not trying to make it all about me, but with talking about underage drinking and getting high all the time gets so tiring. Was I just raised better? I just seem like the fun ruiner about that stuff to them I assume.

And, you really shouldn’t be so reliant of your fucking weed vape!!! And I need them TO STOP HITTING IT IN THE WALK IN COOLER!!!!!!!!! Like how fucking disrespectful??? Nobody wants to smell that shit. I’m pretty lenient on what I tell my Team Lead but I’ve just about had it. If I walk into that damn cooler one more time and it smells like their stupid vape shit I’m going to my Team Lead and telling her. It’s a write up I’d imagine.

It sucks because I really used to like some of these people but one of them is the lazy-ass gay. Idgaf if you are gay but all you do is stand around and say “I’m disabled!!!” All the time. I understand, but if you’re disabled, why would you apply for the incredibly physically demanding job????  Someone I know, and have known since I was FIVE, my sisters BEST FRIEND, has the same disability as you and she works her ass off. They have it the same amount (from what I’ve been told) and she’s SHORTER than him. Like idk. The managers get mad at you because you stand around and bullshit 90% of the time.

And pointing at me and calling me a f*ggot every day I see you gets old fast I’m sorry 😭 like yeah ok. Women are pretty… so are men… Whatever.

I try so, so hard to be a loving and caring person but I swear I just attract the most interesting people. I have never been able to make friends very well I guess.

Sorry for the rant. This is the only place I can say anything about it here because they follow me on other stuff where I would. I don’t rant like this but I need to tell other people other than my family.

Anyway, goodnight!

Pochita says goodnight too.

11:25 PM