I know they're worried about me. I know they don't want me to get bad again. But COME ON. It was THREE YEARS AGO when I was starving myself. I've been on such a good streak, eating enough and living a normal life, until just this morning I make myself some breakfast and my dad told me I 'needed to eat more than that' and forced me to down some yogurt, something I used to be made to have with breakfast like every day, so I really don't like it too much. They should have learned by now through the absolute failure that was the recovery program that the best way to support me is to LEAVE ME ALONE. Dear god, every time they make a comment about what I'm eating or ask me if I'm struggling that makes it WORSE. 'You need to be eating more' makes me want to never eat anything ever again. Let me be a normal person, stop treating me like a child. No, I'm not gonna starve myself, no, I'm not gonna cut or wallow in suicidality like I used to. Jesus Christ.
Can my parents calm down.
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