Poem I guess

On the edge

I've been brought to the edge

Not the one you can jump from 

But the one you pledge to

 Do not burn out 

 Do not give up 

I hear it all from people who don't know how it feels

They say to just go out 

Take deep breath and count 

But it's hard

It's difficult

So I pray for an easier shortcut. 

For control 

Of my own body..brain, soul

All it gives is pain so why should I stay

I've been brought to the edge 

Not the one you can jump from 

But the one you pledge to

Don't do it

Don't stop believing 

I hear it from all sides so why I can't stop grieving 

I am still here yet I am grieving 

What is this crushing feeling

I've been brought to the edge

Oh now I am jumping

Feel the wind In my hair and my clothes soaking 

From the tears of the clouds who decided to fall with me

Ending's here 

It's guaranteed 

Now I'll sleep

Idk idk.. I'd love to make this a song but I can't sing nor play any instrument soo I guess too bad for me lol