i hate living in this hellhole dictatorship. i am sick of it.
every day i wake up, i contemplate ramming my rifle into my mouth and pulling the trigger.
i can not afford anything, i can not have the possibility of affording anything. i cant speak against it to my own countrymen, or i will be punished severely. i can not indulge in escapism given to me by the west, because all of it is banned. over 61000 websites banned, and all of them i could have used to forget about how shit living here is. i do not believe my country or myself has a future. it is definitely over for the century of living we have had, and all of it is because some stupid religion imposed to us a thousand years ago. i hate living here. please save me.
i do not know if i can afford my rent next month.
auuuuuu,
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martyr1
where are you from ?
theyre turkish apparently. didnt know turkey was starting to become like this
by zahmbie1; ; Report
Dude, Turkey has BEEN like this for over 100 years. It's why they've been denied EU membership for decades. The fact that they have special laws making it illegal to "disrespect the nation" automatically make it an authoritarian country even if they have elections.
by Dandy Leon (彈帝獅); ; Report
i appreciate your comments resonating with my troubles, but do not make stuff up about my country.
by Arlene Schram; ; Report