i miss having a job, i like purpose. lately been working on my classwork and trucking on for my degree. but it's hard not having somewhere to go everyday. attempted to go to the gym earlier but my anxiety gets the best of me sometimes. the win is thay i have been exercising a lot, mix between running, pilates, and lifting small weights.
today hasn't been the best. dealing with derealization heavy and i tried to take a nap about it but my anxiety only got worse. so i have been wasting away for a couple hours. i don't feel good most days (mentally and physically) and i wish other ppl would take it into account. i do all the things i need to do and make time for my shadow but im still stuck with the side effects.
i may be not in the best place rn but i am trying harder than how bad i feel.
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JeffBuckleyLover
Just gotta push through. Try to keep your usual routine, the comfort of a stable routine goes a long way. Also take more time for yourself and your hobbies, learning a new hobbie might help with the purpose stuff. Good luck twin.
thank you, i lowkey wasnt expecting anyone to read this. i will do my best like usual, blessed be
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thank you, i lowkey wasnt expecting anyone to read this. i will do my best like usual, blessed be
by Savanna xx; ; Report