Quantum jumping and other basic life journeys.

I haven't posted on here in a while. I really dislike this website. Mostly due to its shitty moderation and lack of activity. Is there a new/alt version of this that people use now days?

Anyways, I have been having a sort of journey, and it't not that different from my past journeys in my life, it might just be a redo and hoping it works for the best. I have been astral projecting and reality shifting recently. I have not been working as hard as I wish I would. Manifesting is a think that takes effort in my mind. 

I don't really have a belief system, what is, is. Maybe that in it self is a belief system. I have interacted with people in different ways in the past few months and wither it be my autism, dissociation, "spirituality" or all of them in a combined soup, ive noticed people are different or more distant. Maybe I am the distant one? 

I have been repeating this idea of "needing something' like oh I need to shift or I need to meditate. I feel as if its hindering some sort of blockage or large step. Like a clog in a pipe system that hasnt yet been found. I have been listening to subliminals, but other than that the effort isnt there when it comes to shifting, the manifesting other than that is minimal but I want to see the minimal effort possibly have a huge impact. Wishful hoping doomed to fail. Haha.. 

I am a very powerful thing whatever I am. Im breaking away from the anger and disgusting things holding me back. It is no longer holding me back and all I need to do is walk forward bravely and happy. I have goals of shifting in a concious powerful way. I am controlling my outcome. 

About life though I drove a lot today I did a shit load of driving, electronics are infiltrating my mood?. sucky. Writing seems to help, this helps. It was physical writing which takes way too long to finish thoughts, this is a perfect speed. Not going to abandon the physical aspect, though. 

I wanted a goal, something I can think of and wish I will be in like 10 years. I wish to be content. stick to a reality that makes me feel like home. I am there just waiting to become awayre of it. 

No matter where I go I want to meet people and be happy. I want to learn as well and feel apart of a community. 

I am a calm individual expanding my conciousness with every breath. I am aware of the realities I wish to travel to. I astral travel easily and shift easily on my own will. I am pure conciousness. I am. I am more than my body. I am more than my mind. I am pure conciousness. 

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Watching one of those zooming out of the universe videos really shows how huge this reality/universe is and just proves it is ment to explore. We are all energy and humans are at the right evolutional stage to adapt to be a higher consiousness leven being unlike those who are mearly born that way. 

I can aid anyone in their journey, just comment or DM. I want love and peace to be in all minds. 

Good timezone <3