my recent activities:

- broke up with my gf (no major loss)

- broke up with aforementioned gf over text (long distance) after my friend made me realise she was a really selfish and badly-adjusted person

- i'm kind of a horrible person too so it evens out

- like i knew i hated her but dated her anyway 

- i mean she was never gonna stop asking she's been bugging me about it since we were 8 years old but when we finally met in person for the 1st time in years she kept trying to kiss me and told me i was too stupid to go to university in the schools i actually want to go to but i should move into her hometown and live with her instead

- yeah that's basically y i dumped her. cause she can't just slowly wear me down into moving to fucking adelaide to live with her just because she can't get anyone else to date her. she kept trying to convince me i was too ambitious and was never gonna get the career i want and that i should settle for her like WHAT. 

- to think i bothered writing poems abt her...

- not good ones, but poems

anyway! more activities 

- finished dostoyevsky's white nights and bobok

- decided to tolerate men and upgraded (downgraded?) from lesbian to bisexual

- watched joel's new episode of the new life series (are there smallishbeans fans on spacehey??)

by the way I FUCKING HATE ENGLISH TEACHERS I LOST TEN MARKS AND THE ONLY THING WRONG WITH MY SHAKESPEARE ESSAY WAS FORGETTING TO MENTION WHAT LITERARY TECHNIQUES HE USED. 10 ENTIRE POINTS FOR ONE FLAW IS INSANE.

all done in the last like 24 hrs