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i literally have no idea who i am. idk what style i like (not that i have to but its so frustrating) like when i shop i see cute things but im like i wouldnt wear that. idk. also i just feel so stupid. everyone around me knows what they want to study in college and exactly what they want to do and im sitting in my room all day rotting and being dumb. idk anymore
ok another thing. im pretty sure im bi cause women are just so ughh but my family is christian and would exile me if they knew and i feel this extreme guilt every time i find a girl attractive and i have this like thought bubble over my head thats like "this is just a phase you just want to be different from the rest of your family and rebel against god" so idk what to think anymore. idk anything
it just seems like everyone has got everything figured out and i dont.
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your blog has made me realize that self identity is something very hard to understand.
i do not know who i really am, what i really like, or what actually matters to me, because I find it difficult to draw the line between what i enjoy because i truly enjoy it, or because i feel im intended to enjoy it.
what thoughts in my head are of my origin and what thoughts are the voices of those ive been influenced by?
i wish you the best in your life and that you find what youre looking for and get what you want out of it.
this is exaclty it!! thank you i wish you the best aswell♡︎
by Laine!; ; Report