Some days

Some days are so hard even when I try to be grateful for all that I have been blessed with. Today, I feel like I'm failing myself, my family and my company. The sense of responsibility I have makes days that aren't so good still feel bad. I want to sit in the floor and just cry but to be honest I don't really know how to let it all out or if anyone really gives a damn. Instead I reposition the smile and act like it all okay. Does anyone notice the voice inside screaming "I'm NOT okay"?