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| name:: | Venus |
| nickname:: | V / Cyb3rbyt3 / Cyber (Most people call me V.) |
| how old are you:: | 18 |
| zodiac sign:: | Leo, but I’m not really super into zodiac stuff, nor things like MBTI or enneagram. I just think it makes it way to easy to stereotype people you don’t fucking know. |
| current location:: | Hendersonville, North Carolina (If you see me in the wild, no you didn’t.) |
| eye color:: | Warm hazel |
| hair color:: | Currently deep brown, almost black. Though I feel my best when my hair color is a deep blue. Will be getting it dyed again soon. |
| hair type:: | Wavy/curly, but I straighten it pretty often. |
| height:: | Wouldn’t you like to know… (It’s not looking good for me) |
| your heritage:: | some fuckass white guy, I don’t know… |
| what's your middle name:: | What middle name (Don’t have one) |
| shoe's you wore today:: | Bold assumption I wore shoes, or even socks today… But my favorite shoes are my thrifted Demonia Bear-150’s. |
| your weakness:: | how fucking utterly neurotic I am, blame my family for that |
| your fear:: | losing the few people I love, illness, never being able to do what I want to do with my own life, never changing or getting better, not being able to live my life to the fullest, being unlovable, my cats dying before I get the chance to give them a better life away from my family. Many, many more things. |
| have you ever ridden a mechanical bull:: | huh |
| do you want to:: | what |
| goal you would like to achieve this year:: | Get a fucking job. That’s priority #1. I need Money, and something to fucking Do |
| first thought when you wake up:: | morning wood, how hungry I am, or that I’m incredibly lonely and should jump into oncoming traffic |
| best physical feature:: | I wish I knew, honestly. I think I’m pretty mid overall. I suppose I like my forearms. The hair and freckles are kinda nice, especially when I’m wearing my bracelets and cuffs. |
| who is your bestest friend:: | The One And Only MOMO (if you’re seeing this, hihihi!!) |
| when is your bedtime:: | it changes incrementally every day, I wish I knew |
| your most cherished memory:: | My memories with my first ever laptop. I still have it, and that FAT 2011 piece of V history still works, even though it could seriously use a keyboard repair and a replaced battery. I remember playing plenty of flash games on it, watching youtube, listening to my first albums, watching people do art, getting way too into creepypasta. Incredibly fond memories with that laptop, I’ll never let it go. |
| pepsi or coke:: | Neither, but I like cherry soda, like, a lot. Dr pepper, cheerwine, Pibb, cherry 7UP, Boyaln Black Cherry… |
| mc dondalds or burger king:: | I don’t really enjoy nor support fast food. Though, I do have more fond memories of mcdonalds, especially as a little kid. I wish kids still got to experience the playplace and the cool toys that the rest of us got. |
| single or group dates:: | Either is fine! But group dates are nice for helping your homies get to know and vibe check the person you’re with, and it provides more safety. |
| what is the last song you sang:: | No clue |
| does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive:: | Considering I have dated several guys who play guitar… Fuck it, sure. It’s just nice to see someone be passionate about something. Especially music!! Plus, I just love the sound of guitar. Though, I’m also ridiculously attracted to people who apply their musical passions to singing, synth, drums, blah blah… Idk being into music passionately in general makes you more attractive to me, playing or listening. |
| what is your biggest pet peeve:: | Too many, don’t make me try and conjure up just a single answer… |
| do you drink:: | no, I don’t intend to |
| ever been drunk:: | wouldn’t you like to know |
| do you smoke:: | no, and I don’t like hanging out with people who *do* smoke unless they’re trying to quit. I’ve watched too many people be addicted to nic. |
| do you "SMOKE":: | not anymore, but I’ll gladly take an edible |
| do you sing:: | no, but people seem to like my voice, so… maybe I should? I think I’m too shy. |
| what color underwear do you have on:: | Nothing crazy, just… Black briefs. You think I can afford better than walmart briefs rn? lol?? |
| do you want to go to college:: | I doubt it. As much as I would love to, just to say I did… financially, and emotionally I just can’t. |
| have you ever been in love:: | Mostly just twisted forms of limerence. Though one day I hope I can feel love in a way that’s more simple and soft. |
| do you want to get married:: | it’s not a priority for me, but… sure? I dunno, I’d want to have blood-jewelry instead of a diamond ring or whatever. Most wedding stones are overpriced and unethically sourced, and just… Boring. I would rather support a bloodsmith and wear my lover’s blood and have them wear mine than be influenced by the fucking diamond industry or whatever. |
| do you believe in yourself:: | varies day by day, but I like to think generally yes. |
| do you believe in others:: | I really want to, but I’m scared. |
| do you like thunderstorms:: | Love them. I was born during a bad thunderstorm, and I find all the sounds incredibly soothing. I love cloudy, dreary weather more than sweltering sunshine. Any. Fucking. Day. |
| do you play an instrument:: | I wish, but I’ve dedicated myself to fashion and art instead |
| what do you want to be when you grow up:: | I’ll see where life takes me. |
| what country would you like to visit:: | I highly doubt I will ever have the resources to visit another country, unfortunately. But… As unoriginal as it is… Japan, probably. |
| how many CD's do you own:: | None… I can’t fucking afford anything. I’d love to burn my own CDs, though. Bonus points if I get one of those things that lets you print a custom label on the top?? I would make so many custom cd prints. |
| how many DVD's do you own:: | None, again I can’t afford anything. Also don’t care about movies/tv as much as I do music. |
| how many tattoo's do you have:: | 0 :( |
| how many piercings do yo have:: | Just lobes, but in the future when I’m not fucking struggling to feed and clothe myself, I have over 30 different piercings planned for my setup and hopefully I’m to become a piercer one day. |
| how many things in the past do you regret:: | You want me to count? I regret most things I do, but I just keep going because that’s all you can fucking do. That’s life. Mistakes have made me smarter. |
| FAVORITES | |
| shoes:: | Uhhh idk I thift all my shoes when I can. I don’t endorse many brands due to dubious business practices, and… Also I can’t afford full-priced anything, so… Notice a running theme here??? Anyway, brands I like to thrift, but don’t necessarily endorse: DC shoes, OSIRIS, Dollskill, Demonia, Jeffrey Campbell, Skechers, Candie’s, New Rock, KOI footwear, YRU, Anthony Wang, some other shit I’m forgetting |
| radio station:: | None. |
| drink:: | Idc if you like sparkling water but I drink the fuck out of sparkling water. I don’t really drink soda?? But I used to fiend for any kind of energy drink, or uhhh Mtn Dew Voltage/Code Red? Dr pepper is also nice, and the other sodas I listed above. |
| car:: | Shitty run to the ground 2001 mercedes e-320 that I can’t afford gas for, and also can’t drive because I’m a loser who doesn’t have a fucking license. |
| place:: | This special little nook right by the creek with a huge mossy rock. It’s situated right by the entrance to the forest. I had my first kiss there at sunset. |
| song:: | You should, like, check my profile… |
| movie:: | check my profile part 2 |
| uh | whoops accidentally deleted this part, whatever idc |
| color:: | any blue, ever. deep reds, mauves, black, grey, silver |
| meal:: | caprese sandwich… Or, like, a chicken salad?? Also a big sushi fan! I go to this one spot near me and get chicken katsu and bang bang shrimp every year on my birthday also. Good shit… I also like making ramen at home, making potstickers, rice bowls, shit like that. I also really enjoy red fruits. Not a meal, I just really fucking like fruit. |
| IN A GUY/GIRL | |
| favorite eye color:: | All eyes have potential to be beautiful… |
| favorite hair color:: | Anything is fine, but I always will prefer unnatural colors and brunettes |
| short or long hair:: | Anything goes, mostly. Though, I hate super short hair. No fades, not a fan of bald, must come past the ears idc. UNLESS it’s, like, a more alternative style in which the sides or back are shaved and there’s some funky shit going on. |
| height:: | Doesn’t really matter. While I’d prefer a guy in the 5’0-5’6 range, I won’t discount someone if they fall outside of that. If I love you, then I love YOU, not your height. I wouldn’t want someone to not consider me just because of height, I think that’s incredibly cruel. I’ve mostly dated people OVER 5’6, and that’s totally okay with me. It does make me feel less masculine sometimes, but if they don’t care, then why should I? |
| body type:: | I like guys who are leaner than I am, I’m pretty hefty. I just really appreciate being with someone who has a body that’s very different to my own, and would likely appreciate the extra softness that comes with cuddling me. Never been a fan of muscular physiques. |
| does ethnicity matter:: | Not really, but I think it’d be really nice to date someone who has a culture that they’re particularly involved with and passionate about just for that difference in life experience. |
| piercings:: | Yes, preferably. Even more so if you’d one day let me do them. |
| tattoos:: | either, but I really do appreciate tatts. If they plan on getting more I’d call off work to keep them company during their session. |
| BED SIDE MANOR | |
| do you think you are attractive:: | I mean, I don’t think I’m ugly, at least? |
| are you attracted to someone who does not know it:: | No. |
| would you like to be someones fantasy:: | Who doesn’t? |
| hunter or hunted:: | it feels just as good to want carnally as it does to be wanted carnally. |
| do you kiss with your eyes closed or open:: | I haven’t kissed anyone since I was 14, man. |
| a little or a lot of tongue:: | Wanna find out? |
| older or younger:: | Older, preferably. It just suits my lifestyle better. Most people in my life who mean a lot to me *are* older. I’d hate to disrupt that dynamic, honestly. |
| lights on/lights off or candle light:: | I only fuck in fluorescent lighting, I need to see absolutely *everything* /ref in all realness though, uh, dim lighting, probably. better mood, and also distracts a bit from how exposing it is. |
| do you like to cuddle after:: | Absolutely! Unless my hypothetical partner needs another form of aftercare, and isn’t much of a cuddler. Though this is pretty rarely the case. |
| do you like to cuddle in general:: | Absolutely! I like lots of soft affection. I mean, I don’t get any because I’ve been locked in my room since I was 14, but that’s kind of besides the point, I guess. |
| RIGHT NOW | |
| what is todays date:: | 07/21/25 |
| what time is it:: | 9:03 PM |
| who are you thinking of:: | Nobody? Am I supposed to be thinking of someone? |
| what are you listening to:: | Nothin… Just the sound of my air conditioner. |
| do you love someone:: | No :[ |
| do you know where your mechanical bull is:: | What |
| does someone love you:: | I don’t think so? |
| is it raining:: | Not yet, should rain tonight. |
| how many myspace friends do you have:: | 14, but. I don’t talk to many of them yet. I’m kind of terrified, and, like, socially stunted. But I’m hoping to host a movie night soon, and I hope some of them can attend…? It’ll be online, of course. |
| are you happy:: | Maybe. I can’t really tell these days. uh uh uh sorry if this was really corny im not used to being publically vulnerable with people on the internet who I don’t even know, but I’m trying my best…? I just kinda need more excuses to put myself out there and be real and honest with the public, and to yap. I don’t like posting my face or body online, and I know that’s unfortunately what gets the likes and views around here, but… I’m trying really hard to build intruige, I guess. Idk where this template is from, my bad. |
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