i hate waking up early

its 5:46 am rn and i woke up at 4:50 something and i wanna go back to bed so badlyy

my mom's boyfriend is seriously pissing me off because our bathroom door is kinda broken rn so it only closes from the outside but i have to go thru my mom's room to get to the bathroom and seriously he is the lightest sleeper imaginable and the door only closes from the inside if you slam it

and normally i don't care that much if someone's a light sleeper becasue ill just apologize and go on with my life but the thing is that he is genuinely the biggest douchebag i've ever fuckin met

he doesn't do laundry or dishes, he works at a mechanic shop when he knows literally nothing about cars so he doesn't get paid so he's basically jobless, and he is so bad with money he is paying out a fucking 500,000 dollar car right before moving here and now he just refuses to pay the bill because he isn't rich anymore

he is genuinely like if a child got their wish to become an adult because he 

1. doesn't pay taxes, bills or literally anything besides buying himself expensive ass fast food every fucking day and he refuses to shop anywhere that poor people (we're literally poor i dont know why he fucking moved in with us across states instead of staying at his job in colorado where he made millions of fucking dollars)

2. he eats only sweet food and literally drinks chocolate milk every single night like a 5 year old and never brushes his teeth so they're literally rotting out of his skull

and 3. he throws a literal tantrum over everything. you are 41 fucking years old grow the fuck up you little bitch. the reason you have no money to blow on whatever you want is because you're in real life so stop with the pms and go put in your tampon because seriously you are a pussy.

so yeah i fucking hate him so im drinking his alcohol in the fridge because its been sitting there for a week and he hasn't touched it and also its so funny because he gets genuinely the little girliest fruitiest drinks imaginable 

like literally he bought cayman jack margaritas and the bottles have flowers all over them like he acts like he's so manly and big and in charge when he literally drinks margaritas XD

anyways they got the new wifi router but the thing is that it still doesn;t fucking work so hopefully somebody fixes that because if i have to go another day without tv i might lose my mind honestly

maybe i could burn a new cd since i have like a billion song mp3s downloaded 

i went to my dnd game yesterday and it was pretty good, the group is probably gonna split off into two cuz there's a LOT of people in it rn and so the combat section that was only supposed to be 10 minutes took up an entire 3 of the 4 hours

i really wish i knew where my library card was cuz we have the game at our library in town and every single time i always find a book or dvd i wanna check out but i have genuinely no idea where that card is

nobody really made any type of big deal about my hair so i was really glad about that cuz like while i love having pink hair and pink nails and basically pink everything, i also don't want to seem like an attention whore 

cuz i dyed my hair pink because its my favorite color and it makes me look cool as hell, not because i want people to be talking about me and all and attention on me like i don't want that 

the two new guys at dnd were cool but they're both pretty quiet and i feel bad cuz everytime they spoke i couldn't hear them and i remeber whenever i was really quiet when i was younger and it was the worst when i said something and someone was like "i can't hear you speak up" becauase like i literally couldn't speak up 

so i just kinda guessed what either of them said based off of everyone else's like reactions because like it's not their faut i have awful hearing

anyways i'm gonna go but i might make another blog post later today so look out for that!!

byee xoxo ♡