idk any sa victims who were sa by women?

idk how to ask this but im a male sa victim my abuser were women i don't wanna go into detail about my experiences, but it tends to make me feel absolutely alone . and worst it makes me wish my abuser was a man. but i just wanted to know if i'm not the only one

idk

if maybe i should use this as a blog about it and how my experiences and shit idk