cherry

The first time i saw you was like a dazzling flash of light piercing through me, enough that my eyes started spinning and made me stop breathing. it was the happiest and saddest moment of my life because i knew we lived in complete different worlds. i wanted something i shouldn't ever have, gazing at you from afar. i still remember your beautiful eyes, the way u smiled like the stars far out of my reach. Maybe in another life, but well her heart belongs to another and no other heart will do

 i recently had a dream about you. You pulled me into the river, you said "i hope it takes me to the ocean" it was so cold but once i came to my senses i realised the river was very shallow and I'd never drown. I woke up n kept thinking about after years of forgetting

p.s im moving to a new place soon so everything sucks again