UPDATE ON THE CRUSH SITUATION

Okay SO, you know how my crush crocheted me my favorite flowers and they low-key smelled like her and I was like 'what does this mean?'

So I've been flirting HARD with them, in a way that could be considered 'Just friendship' but also isn't, and they have been very much reciprocating. So I'v been saying 'Good morning :D' everyday, we're getting zesty, but I'm also being cryptic AS FUCK because I do NOT want to ruin our friendship. 

So finally I decide to tell them I need to tell them something, and I'm super nervous and I DO NOT WANT TO MESS THIS UP!

SO we call. We don't outright say what we feel, but we agree to try things out. We also just talk about stuff in general. Apparently they thought I hated them for a bit because I was always looking at them and they would catch me looking(Because they're Megan Fox level pretty) and I suddenly realize I have a resting bitch...everything, because there have been other people that have said I look mean. We talked about their brother and how he was very unapproachable when we first met.

We haven't placed any labels on anything. Their last relationship ended really terrible, and so we're just taking things slow and seeing where this goes. One issue:

I am not allowed to date them

No my guardian isn't homophobic. Their parents are. They're older then me, in fact their 18th birthday is in October of 2025, and my 18th is January 2026, and their parents are wildly homophobic. My guardian disapproves of secret relationships because when she had one and the guy's parents found out they lit her lawn on fire. For now, we're keeping is low-key.

So yeah. TLDR; My crush and I are together in secret