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i hate talking so much

i also just hate how much i think about u

EW lol ok this is so cringe

but

i hate how much i think about you because i know you dont do the same

thats kinda stupid but

come to think of it, i do way too much all the time for no reason other than just being myself.

i dont do these things to gain a reaction, nor do i do it to gain anything from you.

i just do it because it feels right and how i feel is right.

i get so angry thinking about this

any time i watch anything, read anything, do anything, it somehow relates back to you.

well not every time, but i somehow find you there every single time.

i know its just me and my obsession just like taking over, but sometimes i find comfort in finding you everywhere i go.

silly right hehe

i dont know

i think i do it more often considering i cant be with you all the time, or with you in person more specifically.

i can handle being alone, i always have, but knowing i have you makes it more fun i suppose.

i was never searching for anything, i never have searched for anything,

i just let things come to me, and i explore that.

but, and i dont want to jinx it or anything, touching wood right now, but i really just adore you to pieces and i really hope you dont disappoint me like everyone else has. frfuiygadvufkjhk

you are so cute iigvcf hvbjhknjkl;

ok im done ew im so cringe SORRY