my friends (deep dive)

chloe, sometimes I feel like chloe is jealous of me if im being honest, why? i dont know, I feel like she doesn't want me to look better or do better then her, im prolly just be paranoid but thats just how i feel but im also that way with her idk, i feel like we have a girl so confusing relationship to be honest, i only think she doesnt want me doing better than her because she always tell me not to do things that are gonna improve my apperance she's also always putting me down idk but yeah thats justchow i feel about her i love her though

kile, i love kile, no complaints abt him i just want him to love him too and be his favortir idk im in a bipolar episode rn

kai, i love him, miss him even though he dont rlly fw me, he gets out of rehab soon which is great cant wait to see his sexy ass again and hopefully he cant wait to see me too

thatss alllllllllll