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Okay, so I was taking a driving course through the week (no driving was involved. modern day tragedy.) and I was basically just studying the road code, what signs mean what, who gives right of way you know the stuff hopefully. The guy teaching it is really cool and funny and he manages to keep my attention given i'm probably one of those people you have to jingle keychains infront of to have a steady conversation irl lol. today I ended up practicing with mock tests then I ended up taking the real one a day earlier than usual because I had to be fast tracked for a trip that was tomorrow. it's a solar panel farm that my electrician course is paying for.

the results were a little silly. I passed with flying colors on everything EXCEPT the eyesight test. turns out I cant see squat out of my left one and I wish I could explain it properly but I couldn't even register the left part of the eye test machinenimabob and it was actually kind of jarring. I knew my eyesight in the left was quite bad but that really showed me that im well overdue for a medical checkup of many general things. 

complete nothingburger sidenote, my entire day was immediately ruined when I got home and my siblings drank all my banana milk. I was planning my entire week around it and it was quite a big bottle too. I had only gone through like 1/3 of the bottle before it evaporated in a single morning like ?????

I am also currently taking a pre-trade electrician course (I have ZERO motivation for it like god DAMN). I'm just not at all interested in becoming a sparky, honestly. I don't actually know what I wanna do in life but hey that's why I've got uhhh until I'm like 20 (lie) to figure out what I wanna do before the tutorial stage of life ends and I actually have to play the game no holds barred ! ! ! 

To all ONE person who actually cared about the first blog.. i kind of got bored of playing rdr2 lole. it's really hard for me to play single player games, ESPECIALLY long ones. this is mostly a fault of my own because i feel the need to have an audience when i play single player games. it's always much more fun to play when there's someone to witness all the cool stuff i do (and the silly fuckups i do) and it just doesn't feel quite the same when the only person watching is me. anyone else feel the same? 

anyways uhhh in replacement of rdr2 i ended up beginning to play far cry 4. why? i don't actually know i guess i just liked how pagan min looked on the box art (in my defense, he is cool and he makes outdated remarks about social media!!) will i make blogs about the game? maybe. truth be told, my original plan was to use this site as an empty void to mald into but that sounds risky and i have trouble trusting anything lole  

so i guess that's it for now. catch me in like 7 months when i feel like i need to talk about life stuff/games i play, or don't. i'm fine with either option, i just like talking with the chance people will see and be mildly interested. only mildly though, i like the pace im going at.