surveyyy 5/11 😎

1. Why aren't you "in love" with your last ex anymore? - they came out as a lesbian and I came out as a gay man lmaoooo!

2. Do you think anyone has a crush on you? - eh probably not.

3. How late did you stay up last night and why? - 3am. insomnia is a bitch. 🫩

4. When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? - just the other day!

5. Who was the first person you talked to today? one of my best friends. 🥰

6. Have you ever cried so much that you threw up? - ... yes. 

7. What are you looking forward to in the next month? - upcoming concerts!! 🎸

8. Are you anything like you were at this point last year? - kind of? I've evolved for better or worse.

9. Are you wearing jeans right now? - nope! it's summertime right now, way too hot for that shit. 🫠

10. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't? - oh god yes, there's too many to count. 🥲

11. What's something you do when you're mad? - listen to metal music and vent outloud to myself. 😅

12. Are you a patient person? - I'd like to think so, yeah. 

13. Would you rather be mad or sad? - mad. definitely mad. 

14. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? - hell yeah! my first ever relationship was with my school sweetheart, that shit lasted from 7th grade until the middle of sophomore year. 

15. When was the last time you cried? - today. 😭

16. Closest green object to you? my fnaf movie poster. 🍕

17. Where was your default picture taken? - the brooklyn paramount!

18. What is your current mood? - a mix of grieving and numbness. It's mother's day, my mom passed in may of 2022. I miss her everyday.

19. If you could go back and change something, would you? - I'd change my assigned gender at birth from female to male. 🧑🏻

20. Favorite colors? - black and green. 🖤💚

21. What's your favorite smell? - freshly made smores while sitting next to a bonfire. 🔥

22. Ever kissed in the rain? - maybe... 👀

23. What are you thinking about right now? - what I want for dinner. 🍴

24. What should you be doing? - probably laundry. 🧺

25. What color are your eyes? - greenish-gray. 

26. Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without? ugh yes...

27. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be? - Bernhardt

28. Were you happy when you woke up today? - not really, no.

29. Do you believe in true love? I did... I'm trying to keep hope that it'll find me again one day. 💔

30. Will your next kiss be a mistake? hopefully not!! 😳