MY OCD IS SO BAD OMFG

Alr alr, the last time I talked about my mental health I had a comment ask if I was diagnosed sooo imma start putting disclaimers at the beginning of posts like these :))

I. Am. NOT. diagnosed.

Now that that’s out the way, I legit think I have really intense ocd or I’m just super uptight lmao. The first time I was like “omg ur so dramatic stfu” to myself was a few days ago when I made some fettuccine alfredo with my mom. Usually, I make the sauce myself but my mom got store bought sauce. I was a little disappointed about it but it’s not something to be upset abt. Anyways, I made the pasta and since my mom was still using our only pan to make the chicken (I like using the pan to mix the sauce with the pasta) I turned the heat off of the pasta and went to my room so my mom could lmk when she was done with the pan. It took longer than expected and when I went to put the pasta in the pan, it came out in the shape of the pot and I cried lol. I didn’t even have a bad day or smth! Legit, it just came out like a block and I started crying as I tried to un-blockify it. Even thinking about it makes me wanna cry lmao, idk if I’m just really sensitive or if it’s just rlly bad ocd-

Then today my mom made breakfast tacos but instead of them being prepared she wrapped the tortillas together and the filling was on the side. This is pretty normal where I live but for some reason it bother me sooo much. Guess what I did. I cried again lmfao. Again, idk if it’s just really bad ocd or I’m just rlly rlly rlly sensitive :’)

I didn’t have a bad day! It was pretty chill! There’s just something wrong with me or smth  ToT

Anyways, if you read this far tysm for reading. I hope you have a fantabulous day<33