Life

,it's so heartless but it's life, the system rewards you to forebode yourself.

It pushes you to death, to undermine everything around you, 

It lacks empathy, it lacks care, and it swallows you up to spit you back out, infected with this corrosion that turns you into what you hated.

It's.. hard, how am I to not care, to live with it, to just .. not think? 

I'm in its gallows, waiting to be completely suffocated. 

I'm in pain

In the grand scheme of things this pain is so insignificant it should make one feel silly to say "I'm in pain"

I feel silly, 

I'm still in pain.

It's not truly meaningful 

There's so much worse that could happen, 

And yet this insignificant pain is here regardless.

I feel like I've fallen into a well, and all the loud voices echoing from above are hurting my head,

Muffled sounds relentlessly speaking, and

onlookers spectating me from the side as they pass by.

This well is so rigid and scuffed yet I'm so weak I can't climb it, 

There are cracks and places to hold onto yet I just sit there in the well

People come and use it as a source of water, fill the buckets and leave even ..as I'm there.

Because I do not yell for help, I don't shout and scream, they see im there but i guess thats not enough of an incentive to do anything. 

I just lay .here.