Minecraft movie and I'm anxious

Date: 15 april 2025 

I met up with friends during the weekend, we watched the minecraft movie on sunday in the cinema. It was... kinda ass, no it was definitely ass actually. the storyline I could not care less abt and the characters were all boring. I only liked when Jason Mamoa and Jack Black made a human sandwich that one time, that was awesome cs there was genuinely no reason for them to do it, it took no less space. The experience was fun tho cs I was there with my friends and thats always fun. 

Other than the fun weekend I wish I could talk abt I instead have to vent abt how anxious I've been both yesterday and today. I have a lot of anxious feelings sometimes (I take medication for it) and when I do I can't really focus on anything else. I do breathing exercises, I take walks, I try to distract myself with other things, but still I feel anxious. I feel like I'm so good at dealing with anxiety that it's genuinely crazy that I still have it. I have to assume that my anxiety is just so bad that it's supposed to be at an 11, but because of my exercises only I have it at a 7, which is still pretty high. Right now my anxiety is kind of under control, but under control isn't really where I want it to be, I want it to be completely gone. But I guess it's better than nothing. 

- Elliot