had a deep talk w my mom

my mom went into my room like an hour ago and at first we just talked about some stuff in our personal lives, but then the topic kinda went into politics and conspiracy stuff, and it really made me realize that i hate living in the usa 😭

im living in the worst state when it comes to education and healthcare, the justice system is so fucked, trumps an asshole, and now my moms small business might sink because of the tariffs making her shop supplies like 150% more expensive :( shes been working on this for like 8 years and even though i never got into the types of stuff she sold, she just now got recognized for her efforts, and shes getting a ton of sales from all these big corporations, she even got paid by a broadway music creator to give out these small goodie bags to BROADWAY ACTORS!! and to know that her business might not make it out of state just feels really sad. the tariffs dont just affect how we get food, or how anythings gonna get sold to commercial audiences, but it also affects people like my mom, small business owners that now cant afford their supplies. 

i wanna move to europe, mainly germany since im currently learning german, but literally anywhere other than here is fine

soon we're going to have another french revolution and its going to end EXACTLY how it did last time.