I get sick from kissing?

Date: 1 april 2025 

Originally I was just gonna post abt all the good things that happened on the sleepover, but now I have other things to think abt. The first time him and I kissed I got sick the day after, I didn’t think anything of it cs why would I? Now this Friday when he slept over, we kissed, I got sick the day after. We have not kissed on any other occasion between or since. I don’t want to sound crazy but why does it feel like I’m getting sick from kissing him? I mean two times? Out of the two instances we have kissed? 

The type of sick I was wasn’t just a cold, I puked from morning till night and popped blood vessels round my whole face from the amount of exertion. Now, a day later, I feel better and all but jesus. 

Also today he sent me a message that was a strange and weird compliment-ish and I thought he just had issues expressing appreciation but then he sent “HAHAHAHAH”. And I then realized what day it is today, April fools. I fucking hate April fools. I wanted to tell him something nice but I thought “why bother” cs I mean he might just think I’m doing an April fools joke aswell.

P.S. on the sleepover we watched movies and cuddled and even tho I was pretty tired from a long day, it was still really nice. 

- Elliot