i'm gonna try my hand at this

tw i swear a LOT sorry not sorry

ok so i just found out only ur friends can see ur bulletins which is okay but also i would like for anyone to just be able to stumble upon the bullshit that i write. i was thinking maybe now that i dont do the instagram thing i could use spacehey as kind of what i would like to post on instagram stories.....

anyways my god i sometimes feel like the only one who gets this but real shit i get so overwhelmed. i have so many things i feel like doing in one day and i can never accomplish all of them because i have ridiculous standards for self-achievement and the amount of juice i can squeeze of the time in my day !!!!!! shit is very very taxing seriously. therapy was nice but i sometimes feel like i waste my time in there, but of course when i look back yes it has helped me a lot since i started. it's just that it can be hard to notice the progress in the day-to-day, especially when sessions are only once a week. life can be stressful !!!!!!!!! AHH!!!!

no but it's okay though i swear i will be going to the gym today i swear pinky promise i won't skip it this time i swear,, i wrote a little bit,,,,, i posted a bit on my website im getting things DONE ! im not a waste of space !!!

i know i can do it, it's just very easy to get overwhelmed with such high expectations for myself. i'll go home, i'll clean up, i'll go to the gym and shower.... fr today