PLEASE HURRY LEAVE ME I CANT BREATHE

i shudnt have said that to him, i didnt know it could be this bad. i didnt know it could make him sad. i just wanted to say what i had to say. and yes, now Im showing my true ugliness again. im so stupid. i hope he wont leave me just because of this. im really sorry honey please stop. i really dont like this, i hope he leaves me soon and well be nothing again. honey please dont leave me, i cant do anything without you. ure the only one for me. i want him to be just for me for the rest of his life. please leave me, i dont deserve you, you shouldnt love a bad person like me. please dont leave me. please dont hate me. please dont let there be any hatred between us. please can u just leave me, i cant take it anymore i cant breathe, it feels like youre strangling me please let me go. please dont leave me. i love you