I'm so tired man

Bro this is all so goddamn frustrating, why can't they just admit they're wrong at least once? Is it their ego? Their thick skull? Minorities have never had enough representation in education and media no matter how much conservatives try to gaslight themselves into thinking otherwise. 

For reference, im 15. I didn't know about the black panther party until i was 13, I didnt realize antifa was NOT a terrorist organization until i was 15. I didnt learn about the war in palestine untill i was 14. I didnt even know why the vietnam war happend until 2:00pm TODAY.

This is insane to me, i'm in 10th grade, and I have never learned any of this from televison, school, or in the news until it became an actual trending topic on social media. Those peoples stories shouldn't just have to be learned strictly through social media. Those people aren't trends, those people, those children. They are very much alive, but why did I have to learn that on my own? And why did I have to learn it so goddamn late?