Political Personal Loss

Someone very close to me has actually crushed my soul. This woman is an ex of my father. (My father passed away nearly two years ago.) She literally told me to promise her that I would not vote for Kamala. Which is not only illegal as shit, but actually disgusting? She has addressed the LGBTQIA+ community the same way that Trump recently enforced; like she didn't tell me I was going to be okay and that my community as a whole would be okay (I knew she was brainwashed I'm just sitting here like "I told you so") and that he has nothing to do with Project 2025.

I am so fucking tired of sitting here being a fucking ploy every election and not being listened to. She thinks I'm just being mean and stupid but this boomer doesn't fucking grasp what this man has done to the LGBTQIA+ community ALONE, nor does she clearly give a shit or want to take ownership for it because she "didn't do it", no you pruned senile hag, you didn't do it but you didn't disagree with it enough to second guess picking his crusty ass. 

Not only am I pissed, on top of everything else, she might still have shit from my Dad and I don't know if I got it all or it I will ever get the rest of it. I'm so fucking tired. I've had it.