A way to nosedive

So shit's rough over here. The architect of Project 2025 was literally just selected to lead the White House Budget Office.

I don't know what the hell to think? I literally sat here facing the stupid argument that he had nothing to do with or no knowledge of Project 2025, when not only was his name in the damn document to begin with over 130 times, now this?? I genuinely can not understand how and why people are still dancing on the idea of still standing with this man and even doubling down.

At this point, I think that the supporters have given themselves psychosis to where they don't believe Project 2025 will happen, I don't know if it will get to the point where after all is said and done that they won't believe that it even happened to begin with? I'm mortified? 

As of now, I am selling handmade mushroom hats to raise money to help me get my drivers license, and eventually my passport if needed. If worst comes to worst, I can hope my state and the state above me being blue can be beneficial in seeking asylum if needed. It will also help me and my family live in this already nauseating term.

I often wonder where it will end. Where he will be stopped. If he can be stopped. If he even will be for that matter. What has been done and endorsed has had such a negative impact on the mental health of millions of Americans. And in all honesty, I can say that if being LGBT in any way was a choice I would very much not make that decision especially now. And it's so arrogant and uneducated to hear it over and over again.