School rel8ed gar8age ::::)

// TW venting!!!!!!!! //


Man!!!!!!!! Tonight's 8een awesome spending time with friends and all 8ut I accidentally stayed up all night after the call and then remem8ered how 8ad my situ8ion was with my methods of coping. Can't 8eleive I'm staying up to stupid hours in the morning to avoid my dad cause he shames me for my truancy and then I proceed to refuse to do my schoolwork 8ecause it "causes me stress" ::::/ Like........ 8ITCH???????? WAKE UP!!!!!!!! Most of this stress is coming from my lack of doing schoolwork in the FIRST place. Doing nothing 8ut hang with my 8esties and sleep ISN'T gonna calm me down; I'm just 8eing a useless shit!!!!!!!! Hopefully I can keep truancy from harassing me if I can clock in 4 or 5 hours of 8eing on task today. May8e if I'm feeling extra special I might even join my mentor's Google meet just to let her shame me the whole time for never joining it 8efore even after she spammed my in8ox tryna get a hold of me. Can't tell if it's unmedic8ed ADHD, me 8eing lazy, or me just 8eing too stupid to do the work fast enough. UGHHHHHHHH........ >::::/

Aaaaaaaand with That 8eing said, I may not 8e online a lot today? Then again I have commitment issues so I might just go take a nap after 15 minutes of doing work and 30 minutes of crying a8out how overwhelming it is to have to complete a semester's worth of schoolwork........ I hope you guys have a good morning!!!!!!!! ::::)