A once beautiful wish is now nothing but a drained hope.

Back when i was 11/12 (2020) on twitter, I saw people protesting and spreading awareness of stuff i have never known before.

LGBTQ people, Racism, Sexism, homophobia and other things.

 I learned through a tweet on why people who identify other types of sexuality other than the "normal" one are not bad, that they are not a sinner and i never knew that moment, that choice i made, would open doors to all the bad and horrible things.

I hate and yet love that decision, It opened everything in me, That the world truly is a dangerous place and ever since then I have never felt like a kid anymore, All of my innocence has faded and i felt like i was forced to grow up and with my environment at that time, I really was convinced.

Pandemic was hard for everyone but me, In my point of view, It was fun, I wasn't fine but i was somewhat happy.

I once thought, with this knowledge and how everybody online is thinking, spreading awareness and educating people, I dreamt of a better world, A world that better everyone.

I thought that in the up coming years things will get better, A society made for everyone, A society that serves people of the working class.

I'm now 16 and i recently realized that, that wish was just a hopeful thinking, That i never lost my innocence at all because i truly wished, i poured my heart into it, that the world will get better, A little warmer for the unfortunate.

It was a stupid wish because of course, Things will get worse, because when you haven't learned the lesson It will somehow, Happen again.

With how the things are going on with our world right now, It will only get worse.

Donald the bastard had become the president, the people were getting silenced, OLIGARCHY, Congo, Gaza ceasefire, Luigi Mangione, One of the most heartbreaking day of all time; The banning of abortion and even that is just a small fraction on what's going on with the world.

I'm not even an American nor a migrant, I don't live in America, My country is also a mess! 

It feels like World War 3 is coming and i'm writing this, my first entry on this app, was all because of LUIGI MANGIONE and the possible outcome of death penalty. 

I'm crying right now because it feels like a god is watching me, laughing, knowing this would happen.

I'm not only devastated, heartbroken and in rage, This was the moment i knew that i and kids my age, will never have the future we hoped for.

If i could, I would just snipe that orange man and that weird egotistical billionaire myself.

And if this post gets taken down, its definitely not me.

DENY

DEFEND

DEPOSE. 


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