Lily May's third blog

so david lynch died, my number one director is dead. i can not belive this, why do i actually feel a heavy form of loss, i miss him and i literally found about about him dying while i was on the sofa explaining the plot of twin peaks to my grandma and it just came up on the news, i am actually devastated, and i can not deal with all these fake cinephiles pretending to mourne his death when they have never even seen any of his films, anyway the point is im very upset.

so in the past few days i havent gotten up to much, on friday i went out with my 2 friends callum and sam and we hit callums bong in the park, then i decided to cut back my bangs, and i bought new earings and new lip liner, and my vinted packages are slowly but surely starting to arrive, yesterday i went out with that guy again because i was just so desprate to get high and this guy could not take his hands off me, hes extremely tall and funny and nearly perfectly my type, i genuinely think his only flaw is his age, hes 17 which is fine but i just dont think its possible for me to be attracted someone who isnt old enough to be my dad, like matt dillon is 61 next month and my granda is 64, i should probably mention now i dont know who my dad is so hopefully that should clear some stuff up.

im so exctied for april, my birthday is on the 10th, and my grandparents are bringing me to spain for a week since our birthdays are within a span of 4 days of eachother, i need to get tons of new clothes even though i should probably start getting rid of some because gosh damn i dont have space for any more clothes,

i think i have to go to school tomorrow but not until like 11am to help out my the school production which i really dont want to do but the guys in the class that help with production are relatively okay looking and ill probably be able to get some pot off them if i smile and laugh enough

anyway i dont have much plans for today since im still kicked out but ill probably have more to talk about tomorrow

- Lily May <3