I've given hard thought into the life I've wanted to achieve and with every passing day it sometimes feels distance to my hands. its a good thing that feelings are felting or I would believe the lie. The lie is that the life that I want isn't achievable. that I am not worthy to have it, or my work ethic might be in vain. REFUSE to believe the lie of the enemy in your mind. 

            REMEMBER                

"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things."

-Philippians 4:8 

Pray this prayer and know that God (Jesus), (Abba : your heavenly Father) hears you:

Father thank you for today. Thank you for your grace and mercy on my life, the life of my family and friends. Father I admit I sometimes get discouraged about the course of my life. I struggle with doubt, trust in you, and sometimes my faith. I know it says in your word that you know the plans you have for me, plans to prosper and give me a hope and a future according to Jeremiah 29:11. Lord you know the desires of my heart and it says in your word you would give me the desires of my heart. I pray that you enter my heart and change whatever desire that is not supposed to be there. Father I want to learn to trust in you because I know it says in your word to Trust in you with all my heart and to not lean on my own understanding according to proverbs 3:5. Father help me to be obedient to your word and way in Jesus name I pray Amen. ....

God ansers prayers and he hears you !