My motives in life.

If you were to tell 8 year old me that she'd end up being some teenaged punk with anger issues and a desire to change the world, she woulda never believed ya! But, here I am. I never thought I'd have a motive to live, nor that it would be anything more than just being some popular person in a small town. But I have been thinking about myself and the world around me. People expect us to continue our bloodline like this?! I don't think so! Now I'm not gonna give out the corny "my mission is to make the world a better place!" Because it ain't that simple, I'm not motivated by my love for the world. I'm motivated by my hate for what society has burdened us with, I'm motivated by the fear of getting sh0t in some alleyway because American gun laws are barely regulated. I'm doing this so that the generation after mine and the ones younger can live their life without the fear of war and hate. Now I'm only one person, I'm a highschool kid with mental illness and the ability to hate. But, I know there has to be more than just me. I'm typing this blog as a way to try and reach out, to try and find more people who are just like me. It's not going to be easy, and I don't think that even the entire population of spacehey would be enough. But, at least I would know that the world has a chance. Change may not happen in my lifetime, for the average human lives to about 80 years old and I'm already 16. But maybe there's a way to give the change a head start. And I know all of this sounds like some dumb motivational speech from a cheezy movie about wanting to save the world, but hey, I ain't too far off from that, right?