future plans

i've decided what i want to be in the future. i have two options, i could become a mortuary cosmetologist or a music artist. i'm scared for my future, as i'm not doing very good in school. i have lack of motivation to pay attention to most things, like math. (i hate math a lot.) but whatever, i can either succeed and become a mortuary cosmetologist or i can be a failure and post shitty songs on soundcloud. either way, time will tell.