life update 12/04/24

Lets recap:

2024>

-recovering from the manic fever dream that was 2023

-got a job at pizza hut 

-made best friend at pizza hut <3

-my bf accidentally broke my 40 dollar computer with a ceramic owl (i still think its fucking hilarous)

-quit job at pizza hut (ask me about the vait of acid)

-actually started working to better my relationship with my bf on my end which was lacking (best decision fr)

-bf got me a new computer (i love him so much)

-FINALLY got over the residual paranoia and severe anxiety of 2023 

-redecorated the room for the 400th time and finally not overstimulated with it 

MODERN TIMES!!! 

i am leading a happy life excepting a bright future with the two loves of my life, my bf and my daughter. I get up at 9:00-10:00 am every morning in a big comfy bed next with two living space heaters in my awesome and pretty room, we lay in bed for an hour and i make yummy food. i text my best friend and my twin brother, i play on my puter, i play with my daughter and my boyfriend, i eat yummy food agian, we watch tv and have dinner (insert that scene from matilda where danny devito is fucking clock work orange-ing matildas ass in front of some sort of car comercial and the tv blows up) i get to take a shower and smell pretty and lay my head down on my comfy little pillow and do it all over agian. I am geniunelly happy. I have very few complaint and the complaints i do have are trival and are mostly annoyance to my mil but i dont mind most of the time. 

I have learned a few things this year.

I love my boyfriend and my daughter and they are the most important things in my life. 

Less stuff on the wall is the way to go for us.

I love my pink computer.

Rice balls r my favorite food. 

Holidays can be enjoyable. 

I love my family- i can dislike or be unforgiving if warranted yet be civil, tolerable, and enjoyable with someone

I learned how to protect myself and limit my vulnerability and trust. i am learning that i am naive.

I am happy. 

Love, Kurei