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hey everyone im back after like a month. sorry about that... I just fell out of habit of using space hey but Tumblr and twitter have been disappointing and overwhelming to be on so I'm trying to reel it back in and spend more time on smaller sites like this and discord (only really use discord to talk to a handful of friends.) I've changed since my last entry, being on my own for the first time gave me a lot of room to figure things out. not a lot of things, but some. It's a lot of effort to recognize when I'm spiraling and then redirect my attention, but I feel so much better afterward. being miserable is easy. choosing to not be is hard. but I'm trying. It's like being at the top of a burning building with a parachute. jumping is scary, but not as scary as burning alive lol.

I haven't done much art over the last roughly 3-ish weeks. I just haven't found the drive for it. I'll try again today. 

Sorry again for my absence and lack of response to comments. I'm going to read them all, whether or not I'll have the energy to reply is another matter. But I appreciate everything... <3