I want a new frieeend

all my friends use me and they don't need me at all. sometimes i think about cutting ties with everyone and becoming like Lain/Tomoko/Hitori Goto lol. but idk if that would be a good idea because i would become a hikkikomori. and that would be bad, i just got out of that state because i was already in it in 2023. if i had the chance i could really become stronger and leave all my friends in real life. why? because in the real world no one cared about my presence. and absence too.I want to chat with my friends online forever and never leave my computer.why can't i just lock myself in my room and not leave the house???? i haven't been to school for 2 weeks and i have to go on monday. ohhhh i'm sooooo sad. does anyone want to chat with me?