#1crush / crazy ex girlfriend

 in all seriousness I hope blud never sees this.. if you do... hi hunny... :p

he's so beautiful, I want to hold him like I once did, I miss his beautiful face so close to mine, I miss his breath, I miss his voice, I miss the spit from his mouth and the warmth of his lips or the chill from his cold hands against my sides. that precious boy I wish I could cherish in so many ways. ever since he had been gone he never left my mind, even before he left he was always on it but anyways... every person who tries to get with me, every person who I try to seem interested in just to get over him I never could, I look for him in everyone and im not upset about it. I love him. thats my baby and I want him to come back. I MIGHT ASWELL BE THAT ONE PLAYER SONG, " BABY COME BACK, YOU CAN BLAME IT ALLLLL ON MEEEE 😫"

POEM :P

your voice gives me chills, I hear it as I linger,

 I watch you like a hawk, but do you notice? 

 its too late now, you made your mistake, 

you cant escape my admiration and it'll go on till the end,

I meant everything I said, when I told you my love was true, now forever and on ill constantly crave and desire my one and only,

you.

my heart yarns for your touch,

 take it, break it, squeeze it, or kiss it

   your gaze can set this fire in my heart a blaze and I want it to never stop

 that beautiful crescent moon smile and perfect aligned teeth that I want as jewelry,

  I want to intertwine our souls and drink your blood with my eggs, 

      I want to download your whole personality onto mine so you can fully just be a chip in my mind and never escape.

I need you. I crave you. in so many ways. the way my body and my mind crave you drives me mad,

nothing and no one else can fulfill this need, so please save me from this agony and be my escape.  

LOVE?? OR OBSESSION?? I DONT CARE!!!! 

#1 crush - garbage