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So, I finally decided to write in this thing since I’ve had this notebook sitting around for, like, forever, and I figured it needed a purpose or whatever. Right now, I’m in class, and it’s crazy loud in here. Everyone’s talking nonstop, but I guess I can deal with it... for now. I miss Kyra, though, and some of my other friends who aren’t here this year. It sucks. I really hope I can make new friends. The Skibidis are kinda cool, but I still feel like I don’t fit in. They’ve known each other forever, and I’m just... the random extra.
Oh, and I don’t know if Feñi showed up today. I swear I saw her earlier, but maybe I just imagined it. My phone’s about to die, and I need to find a way to charge it without looking super obvious or getting yelled at. The noise in here is already killing me, though, so maybe I’ll wait.
Update: I think she was here, but she probably came late or something. Psychic moment?
Class today was awful. Too much noise, and the videos made it, like, ten times worse. I’m so over it. I just want my noise-canceling headphones to get here already because I cannot handle this anymore. It’s been months of this constant stress from all the noise, and it’s making me hate my own body. Everything feels uncomfortable—my arms, my neck, everything. Sometimes I just want to rip it all off.
I just need this day to be over. I keep messing with my hair to distract myself, but the noise is always there. At least I managed to stay alone in the classroom during recess, which was such a relief. I even got to charge my phone, finally.
Please let the rest of the day be less of a nightmare. I don’t think it will, but I’m trying to stay positive. I just can’t have another meltdown. Not today.
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