who I am hates who I've been

so I completely didnt do the update like I said I would.. but here is my life rant two days later. Life actually got real good!!! I have new online friends that I luvvv and I distant myself from my other friends ( I love them but they are real negative I dont need to much negativity) I have more new friends in person too!! I been talking to people more, but ive been keeping to myself more too... does that make sense? Kinda like a dont talk unless talked to type stuff. But it's working! I had one bad episode this week, but that was only because I miss someone. 

Lately ive been really digging myself, my confidence has gone up a little bit and I like who I am as a person. In my opinion im completely different comared to who I was two months ago. I am on Thanksgiving break now, and im planning on going to school very different. I was trying to ease into the me not really talking to my friends and kinda staying alone but once we get back im just gonna hop into it. I like being alone, I find it relaxing rather than the constant hype with a friend, you get tired after a while. id like to apologize to anyone who's known me before... I know I was very negative and I always let my friends become my personality but I know im different :p

I cut my hair!! I like it but I do wish I had extensions ykwim, but I also been re doing my bedroom A LOT my rooms so different its so crazy I love it. i really been into my interests, I know I said that in the last few blogs but I really just love having interests that interest you... DOES THAT MAKE SENSE???? anywho... thats all I got right now, so far just positive!! hopefully it stays this way!!