hi guys! so it's been over three months since i last posted. the first day of this semester feels like so long ago, but i remember it like it was yesterday.
i remember being super anxious and stressed out in the days and even weeks leading up to moving in to my dorm and meeting roommates and stuff like that. i was terrified.
i didn't feel like i was ready, i had no idea what the workload would be like, and i was just very unhappy.
it turns out, it wasn't all that bad. all my professors were pretty good, the other kids here are nice people and my bed is comfortable. i'm so glad i decided to attend a school close to home because i couldn't imagine being even an hour away. i love my home and my family, and i don't think that i would have been able to get through the semester without them.
they would bring me food, and i could always go home to do my laundry, study, or even just to hang out on the weekends or during the week when i had finished with class.
the workload wasn't too bad either. i had homework, but it was mostly from classes like english, computer class, etc. studying for chemistry and biology is what gave me the most trouble, because i'm not used to having to study. with a little effort, i was able to attempt at it tho lol.
i didn't do so well in biology, but it's alright. i'm not going to beat myself up for it. i believe that i put a lot of effort into the class, and a grade doesn't define my abilities. i hope for brighter semesters in the future.
i'll be going home tomorrow, and i'm so excited. i've literally been waiting for this winter break since the beginning of the semester and i can't believe it's already here!! i will for sure be resting and spending time with loved ones.
if you made it to the end, thank you so much for reading and i hope you have a wonderful day or night. happy thanksgiving, merry christmas, and happy new year! <3
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fran
being able to go through this journey with u is a really good thing. u always tell me about it and sometimes i feel bad that ur always studying or doing homework. im going to try harder to make sure ur taking care of urself and not overworking. im glad that the people there are nice and not too hard on u. i believe that ur gonna do just fine and u can definitely make it to the final year. its still a long way to go but dont give up. i miss u a bunch and i wish we had more time to talk but i understand that ur busy. now that u have ur winter break, im hoping we can be together more. i love u a lot! u deserve this break and im very proud of u. i love how u cant be away from ur family bc u love them and i cant wait to be apart of it. i hope that together we can have a great christmas and new year. 💕
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aww, ur so sweet. i wanna thank u in particular for always being there for me, especially in the beginning when i was struggling to adjust to my new environment. i remember how u would sacrifice ur own sleep just to stay up with me to help me feel better. with u there, i didn’t feel so alone and far away from home and u really helped me to feel better. i know i was always busy a lot with schoolwork, and i know it upset u that i couldn’t be around much but we made it through the first round and i’d say we did alright. i’m excited to spend the break with u, i love u! 💗
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