teacher depression #1 (teacher and student relationships...)

i have an unmatched dislike for my english teacher. 

everything we talk about in her class is so depressing. fine , I get it - we need to talk about the unfortunate things of the world - but sometimes I feel like she enjoys making us miserable. particularly me. we got into a squabble at the beginning of the year which I do NOT want to get into, but she is just mean. she is like a teenager. I apologized for the miscommunication but she still treats me bad? make it make sense please. 

anyways, I have never seen her smile - except when she talks to the remotely attractive boy in our class. he pulled down the projector screen for her, and she says "oh, good boy!" Immediately no. 

I have come to accept the fact that most of my teachers are freaks. 

for example, my math teacher!!!

its known knowledge that she takes an interest in all the football/baseball boys. one boy, a particular favorite of hers, got a haircut - and she RUBBED HIS HEAD! for like five whole minutes!!!! it does not make any sense to me!!!!!

the double standard is crazy. I talked about this to one of my male teachers and he said "thats gross, but I would be fired if I did that." and he is right!! imagine????? he would be fired. 

do not even get me started on the old men. I dont even want to talk about what has happened / what has been said!!!!!! 

it is just gross. teacher depression #1!!!!!!! pls dont make me miserable!!!