My First Blog... What even is this.

I feel like a loser because I have been "doing research" on what people usually post about on this site. Some times i feel like im so bad at being human that i get uncomfortable on social media, in chat rooms, on these sites. But im trying to get back into the thought process of "it doesn't matter what others do, what do i want to do?" and i want to post my random thoughts so i will. the world will now be forced to hear my 2 am rambles.

Trust in a few moths i will be so much better at communicating with people without being scared. Doing online exposure therapy lol

Im a pretty unstable person... i try to keep things lighthearted but my bad if these get kinda vent-ish