I wanna make a band

I wanna make a band sooo bad fr. Like, I just wanna sing in some sort of shitty hardcore band. I'd play at local record store, basements, bars, anywhere people would have me, if I ever had a show tickets would be like 10 bucks with handmade merch and stuff. Idk man, maybe I'm unrealistic with what I want but it's what I wanna do fr, I just gotta find a drummer, a guitarist and a bassist, and they gotta also wanna play the type of music I wanna sing. Plus I gotta figure out how to write lyrics and whatnot. Idk guyz, I just wanna be in a band. Hopefully by the time I reach highschool or something I can find people to play with.