Is this more meaningful than the other blog posts i shat out?

I’d start a real blog, if i could. The problem is not finding topics or ideas but putting my thoughts into words. To me they make sense, but when i type them i feel like they no longer make any sense at all. My thoughts also get very unpleasant, too, and although i have no problem writing about them other people might see it as nothing short of simply edgy or satire. God forbid i don’t only ever think of happy cheerful things but instead i have an actual conscience. 

I hate the people of today.

This is why the notes app is better, it wouldn’t judge me.

I don’t think people ever actually look at my blog, that’s cool.