fantastic bastards by Death Spells

Something about this song really resonated with me. Frank really knew how to write a damn good lyrics that makes you think deeply about the meaning behind it. If I had to guess, this one is sort of correlated to F.T.WillZ poems that I've heard some said could be him but also could not. But the lyrics in fantastic bastards has a hint of something written by F.T.WillZ. But that's not what I want to talk about, I kinda went off tangent.

The line "I hate everything I do 'cause I learned it from you. I'm your bastard but I'm not anything like you. No, I'm fantastic but I'm still not worth your time." hits me hard because I felt this way with my father. He's the man that was the reason I'm here and yet I'm the mistake he shouldn't have had. And my family all gotta pretend that I'm not his child but his youngest sibling because that's the lie they go with to not mar his already bad reputation. What's the matter if he had a bastard child born out of wedlock instead of being an ex-junkie? Every time my grandmother would make comparison between me and him like saying I will turn out like him with the way I've been behaving lately around my grandparents. As if everything I do will have his shadows behind me. They said I have a liar's tongue the way he does and I have his anger and I don't know how to feel about it.

Though I know the meaning of the song is different, this is my own interpretation, in a way. Overall, I'd recommend people to listen to fantastic bastards because it's soooo freaking good.