Forgive and forget (Vent, TW:sa)

I can still remember how your hands felt on my skin

How I wanted to push them away but was to scared to

To scared to say no to scared to fight

To push you off me

But my body and mind will forever with I did

Because I can not forget 

It would be so much easier to forgive you if I could just forget 

But No matter how much I want I can't forget 

Why can't I forget ?

I can't look at you the same 

You were my family why did you do this to me?