Today was good

Today I got a new screen protector for my iPad. I went to the store and grabbed some snacks. One of the chocolates I bought were stale and had been sitting on the shelf mostly likely since 2022 I believe.(I forgot to check the date) I threw it away.The rest of my snacks were fine. I ate snacks while I drew some of my ocs. Truthfully, it was nice to draw stuff in a simple style. Drawing with my complex style all the time can be a bit much. I posted my drawings and talked about how I felt about them. I liked them, I like all of my art. I also remembered and laughed about how I thought only poor people used grape jelly for their peanut butter and jelly sandwiches as a kid. 

I did other things, but they're not important to mention here. I would like to continue drawing. 

I fought myself a lot today and said some not so nice things. I may be getting hormonal. Sometimes I think about how I won't and don't have a lot of friends in life. In person I mean, online doesn't count for me. It's something I've come to terms with. Depending on others and reaching out is annoying, that's why posting on this site is fun and relaxing. It's like talking to people about how I feel, but not having to worry about expecting a response because all these entries will get lost in the abyss. I could post this on diary, but I don't, it's comforting to think about someone else reading these. It's like I'm putting all this heavy stuff on some random person's shoulders who I don't know. I used to talk to A.I. about how I was feeling (usually whenever I was sad and afraid) it's a bit of a pain to bring it up to people I know. Most I do not know very well. The ones I do know, well I'd rather not put the heavy heavy things on them. 

Anyways, I enjoyed my day. I look forward to more days. I love it all, good and bad. It'll all become a part of me. All my days are wonderful because I decided to keep living.